Friday, July 11, 2003
My phone's with Ruth. I need it back baaad. Argh. My whole schedule's in its organiser, not to mention all my private messages in the phone itself. :/ I can't believe I forgot to get it back from her after the performance..damn. Oh well, I guess a day without my phone can't hurt, can it? I just hope no one reads my messages, that's all. Heh, I'm a private person, you see, so privacy's a big issue with me. ;]
Anyway, I've got my A'levels chinese listening comprehension paper tomorrow morning, and choir after that. Been feeling real nauseous and headache-y ever since I came home this afternoon though, so I prolly won't be going for choir tomorrow. Angsana and I are gonna visit the nearby polyclinic together after the paper cos we haven't really been feeling well. Heh. Besides, I need a break from choir so bad. I need a break from school itself. Gawd. Everything's just bringing me down these days, even the smallest things. It's definitely not pms, and I don't know what it is. It's almost as if I want to go back to Switzerland just to get away from it all, again. Nevermind, I'll just look forward to the upcoming Seoul trip on the 31st - that'll keep me going for now. Problem is, what reason do I give to my teachers for my 3 day absence from school? Ah. I guess I'll deal with that when the time comes. For now, for now, I just need something to look forward to. Feeling so tired at night these days. It's almost as if the earlier part of the day's draining the energy reserve that I need to get through the later part. Nights leave me restless and awake even though I feel weary, and the mornings and afternoons see me energetic as hell at it's most extreme, even to the point of laughing over the most ridiculous things.
Heh, looks like I'm in need of some Jackass episodes to get myself going again. They never fail to make me laugh.
Shu at 10:43 PM
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