Saturday, November 22, 2003
| ENFP - "Journalist". Uncanny sense of the motivations of others. Life is an exciting drama. 8.1% of total population. |
Not in the mood for typing any substantial entries these days cos I've been feeling sickly and all. Had a fever today and felt like total shit but dragged myself out to go for our alto outing because I had to. Oh, it's not that I don't like going for bonding sessions with my alto mates and all, I just don't really appreciate the fact that the idea of a alto bonding session is more important than personal well-being, to some. I realized that today and felt vaguely disappointed at the self-centredness shown. I'm not attacking anyone but I just feel the need to talk about it. I know I'm self-centred too at times but what we all should know is that there's a limit. Different people have different limits, so it's best not to push it. What's the use of going for bonding sessions when all I feel like is puking due to the bloody migraines I keep getting. Sure, I can force myself to go but what's the use, I ask. All that I'd be contributing is my presence and nothing else, because the rest of me is too damned drained to do anything but sleep or puke. A forced presence is worse than no presence at all. The irony of it all is that what I realized today has not at all fulfilled the purpose of forming better relationships within us, but has in fact reminded me of our differences. Don't get me wrong, I still appreciate and treasure my section, the only thing is that I treasure them in a different way now.
Shu at 11:32 PM
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